About Hannah Noel

I'm a 23-year old dog mom who devours books and loves to express herself and her opinions on this blog and in person. I love comic books and action movies, and am currently working at Walt Disney World. My views and opinions do not reflect those of the Disney Company or any of its partners, though I will mention my Disney life because it is such a large part of who I am. I am currently trying to find my place in this world, and feel a bit like a little fish in a big pond. I'm on a journey right now to grow within myself through meditation and health. I'm striving to live a more minimalist lifestyle.

Personal Development Success and Failure

I think there’s something really important in trial and error. It teaches us that having desires alone won’t get us where we want to go; we have to maintain motivation throughout the entire journey if we want to succeed. I don’t believe that leaving a goal incomplete is a bad thing as long as you made an effort in some way.

Did I make thirty-one entries in my journal or on my blog? No, but I brought conscious thought to the idea of writing and keeping myself accountable in other ways. To me, that isn’t failure.

However, I do want to continue the mindset of having short and long-term goals and holding myself accountable to moving to reach them. Pausing, inching forward, and dead sprinting are all acceptable; moving backward is not.

At the beginning of the year I set monthly goals for myself both here and in my bullet journal. That’s a practice I miss. I’d like to continue that through the end of the year as a way of “checking in” on my long-term goals to ensure I’m on the right track. These goals usually range from professional, personal, and financial, and completing even one per month is a success to me. Stay tuned.

Do you have a favorite way of keeping track of goals? Do you use sticky notes on your bathroom mirror, journal about them, or just keep them mentally? I’d love to hear others’ ways of keeping track of their personal development!

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Photos from Disney Date Day

I was able to spend pretty much all of yesterday at Disney with my boyfriend. The plan was just to go to EPCOT, but when he needed to pick up his paycheck from Magic Kingdom, we just made a day of it, ending at Animal Kingdom. DSC_3184DSC_3176

As I’m trying to get back into doing the things I claim to love to do for fun, I brought my camera along to document parts of the day. While my photojournalism may not be the best, it’s something I’d really love to work on. I’d like to be able to tell a story with both words and photos.

For now, I wanted to share a few of my favorite shots from the day. I wish there had been a way to document the torrential storm Christian and I found ourselves walking through to get back to the car, but the life of my camera and phone were more important.

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Motivation Monday

Through whatever you want to call it, magic, prayer, the Law of Attraction, meditation, I have brought my goals into reality. I’ve brought love, abundance, peace, health, and motivation into my life just by expressing it to the Universe. My budget is under control, I’m healthy mentally and physically, I’ve been blessed by the most incredible boyfriend and friend group I could ever imagine, and I’m inspired to share the drive I have with you. 

Anything you want, you can attract. The power to obtain your desires is already there. There’s no better time than now to ask the Universe to make it so! I want to encourage you to change the world around you by taking the action you’ve been putting off.

 I can’t even begin to express the light that I feel when I think of the blessings in my life. It’s all because I stopped making excuses for why I shouldn’t or couldn’t start right away. 

The Next Thirty-One Days

Today is not only the first day of July, but it’s also the first day of my personal writing challenge. In my last post I mentioned wanting to write every day for at least a month as an exercise of my own motivation. Throughout this month I want to inspire you to either join me in your own personal challenge, or at least get you thinking about your own passions and goals.

To go into more detail about what I plan to do in this month, the idea is for me to continue the practice of writing for the public. In the last few weeks I’ve done a lot of thinking about my future and what I want to see myself doing professionally. Every career choice I have involves heavy writing. I’ve been so out of practice with my blog because I haven’t given myself the time to make it a priority. Through this month I want to give some updates on my life, share the positive light that I’ve gained, and even write about some of the products I’ve been enjoying recently.

My schedule at work is still a little bit insane at times. I don’t expect myself to publish a new blog post every single day, but I would like to put out several a week. Regardless, even if there isn’t a new post here, my journal will still be getting lots of love and attention from me.

One of the things I want to share from this challenge is this: If you love something, do it. Make it a priority to work at it every day. Even on days that I don’t write, I’m planning out topics I’d love to flesh out or making outlines for posts I want to publish in the future. No matter what your passion is, make it a priority. Your soul will feel so much better when you remember the things that bring you peace and joy and actually get out there and do it.

What are some things that bring your soul joy? I would love to hear from you either in the comments or over on my Facebook page. Is there something that you would like to do every day for this month with me? I have so many things I’m adding into my routine that I’ve let slide in the past so I’m sure you do too; maybe you’d like to hit the gym every day, or practice your photography or read. Find your passion and think of ways to include it in your daily routine! Share those thoughts with me! I look forward to hearing your responses and maybe seeing your progress through the month if you’re inspired by this.

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A Challenge For Myself

I’ve been MIA for so long it’s hard to know where to even begin again. The best way is to say that I miss writing whenever I leave it behind. Everyone has crazy lives and mine is no different, but I want to make a better attempt at taking time for the things I love.  I saw a post somewhere that talked about if something is important to you, why wouldn’t you do it every single day? Reading that resonated with me. My ideal career involves writing, yet I can hardly sit down at my computer to write a single rambling post about my boring life once a week.

So, as an exercise, I want to challenge myself to write every single day for at least one month. Some of that might be reflected on my blog, while some things may be more personal reflections in my journal if I don’t have the time to formally write out an entire published post. I have found a lot of journaling prompts online that I want to use as inspiration, in addition to my lists of ideas I’ve come up with in the past about potential topics. As my schedule normalizes, I truly do want to make more of an effort to use this space as I go through life.

Some things I’m sure I’ll write about in the coming days I think about a lot are topics like “What do you want to be remembered for?” and “Where do you see yourself in the future?” I hope to search deep within myself and discover some direction and share it here. Whether any of the things I write about stick with me through my adult life, I’d love to keep them as a record of how I felt at this point in my life. I hope you stick around to join me for that.

This is just a placeholder or short reminder that I’m here. I haven’t forgotten about my passion for writing, but I have let it fall to the side and haven’t made it a priority recently. I want that to change. I’m taking a lot of energy and putting it into my personal development (both physically and mentally) and I’m very happy with the direction my life is headed. I’m very excited to update this blog and start publishing content with some depth and purpose. IMG_2730.JPG

International Women’s Day

It’s amazing to realize how much you change as you grow up. I realize that’s part of coming into adulthood; the time between adolescence and adulthood is filled with so much drastic change it only makes sense. However, I can see a 95% difference in myself from how I was in my teenage years. Growing up in Bible Belt, Texas I obviously had a more conservative outlook on most things. I didn’t understand the LGBT+ community, I didn’t know any people of color, and I was ashamed of being a woman. 

Anyone that knew me back then versus now remembers the days where I was embarrassed to have breasts and hated going bra shopping. I had conditioned myself to look at my own body and demeanor with disdain because my femininity was wrong or dirty. Having boobs was sexy and sex is dirty and girls are supposed to have purity rings and not be aware of them being sexual beings. Or something like that. All of this was something I had made up or assumed; while my parents never mentioned anything about the birds and the bees to me or made me feel ashamed, somehow I still did. Really, many of these feelings followed me into college and down to Florida. It wasn’t until I began to see body positivity firsthand that I realized my femininity is something to be proud of. 

These days I can say without hesitation that I believe in true feminism. I believe in encouraging girls and women to love themselves as an A cup or a EEE, to love their curves and stretch marks and Fred Flinstone Feet. Women need to hear that makeup doesn’t make you beautiful, but if winged eyeliner and a killer cut-crease makes you feel empowered, then by all means go for it. It is entirely your opinion and choices that matter and not that of society. Show your stomach if you want to! Exposing some tasteful sideboob doesn’t make you a slut unless that’s how you would like to self-identify. True feminism advocates equality for men and women alike, realizing that men face just as many social pressures as women do. Opening my eyes to love myself as I am has made me a stronger woman and I want to encourage other people of all genders and identities to feel the same. 

On this International Women’s Day, I celebrate all women. This includes trans women, women of color, republican women, democrat women, immigrant women, women with disabilities, and every other type of women out there. So much of the mainstream society tries to pit women against each other by making everything a competition and putting them down. Telling me I’m not girly enough or not as thin as this woman is a way to break down my mind to conform to the bullshit. We all need to stand together as sisters and use our differences to make us stronger as a group to defend against that bullshit social norm. 

In the past, I’ve felt guilty for going to Starbucks and being perceived as a “basic white girl” or expressing my emotions and being called “dramatic and hysterical”.  Now I realize how silly that is and have chosen to embrace myself for who I am. If I can choose to be unapologetically me, then maybe I can inspire more of my brothers and sisters in the world. I’ve been brushed off when I talk about not wanting to have children, as if this makes me less of a woman. When I asked my gynecologist about a tubal litigation he told me I was too young to make a decision like that when I know in my heart that it’s not something I am going to change my mind on. I’m louder and more independent than most men are used to, and I’ve accepted that that is the reason I’m single; it will take a very special man to be able to handle me.  I talk openly about sex and zit popping videos and other “non-ladylike” topics and I’m proud of myself for having the freedom to vocalize my opinions and feelings. 

As a woman in the United States I realize how lucky I am. Compared to how women are viewed in other countries around the world, here in America we have so many rights to be thankful for. Not only am I lucky enough to be a woman in America, I’m also lucky enough to never have experienced a sexual assault when 1 in 6 American women have. While I am extremely fortunate to not have this history, I never want to take that for granted and forget the women who have suffered through harmful situations because of their gender. From the women in other countries fighting for education and jobs to the women around the world who have been assaulted or live in fear of assault (not to mention the women who have not survived these battles), I want to live to support them and not let them be forgotten. Because I am one of the lucky ones, I feel like it’s part of my duty to stand with victims and offer encouragement to my sisters to stay strong through whatever life throws at them. 

I’m grateful for the changes I’ve made since high school. I’m proud to be a woman, and I’m even prouder to be the strong and independent woman I am. Being raised to speak up for myself and encouraged to do anything I set my mind to, I’m using my voice to stand with my fellow women in their right to live the lives they want and not the ones expected of them. Liking Starbucks, not wanting children, listening to bubblegum pop music, wearing pink lipstick and getting your nails done, playing sports, being covered in tattoos and liking sex doesn’t make you more or less of a woman. It makes you you. The most important lesson I’ve learned as a woman is that mine is the only approval I need. I want to support women around the world in their own journeys and battles to achieve their rights and find their individual voices. 

Living a Cruelty-Free Life

February is almost over and I’m continuing to embrace change and transformation. Some of the goals I set out for myself at the beginning of January and February were not met, but they were replaced with greater and more permanent forming habits. January was more about shifting my mindset and gaining focus and starting the routines I want to keep with me. February has been about setting goals and making a plan on how to achieve them. These new practices are really all derived from one main idea: I want to take care of my body, mind, and soul.

One way I’ve decided to do this is to shift into a cruelty-free lifestyle. It’s been something I’ve contemplated for a while, but I was motivated by my friend Lindsey over at Listy Lemon and her post about making the cruelty-free switch in cosmetics and skin care. It makes the journey for me easier when I know there are other people in my life with the same ideas.

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What this means for me personally is that I no longer wish to purchase products that are tested on animals. In my opinion, my dollar is a vote. When at all possible, I want to use the money I earn to support businesses that share my beliefs. There may be times where I am not able to follow this, but I’d like to do what I can. When it comes to cosmetics and cleaning products, I’ve discovered how many options there are that don’t involve harming animals. With a quick Google search I found so many blogs that are rich in information on cruelty-free brands. Cruelty-Free Kitty is one of my favorites to visit for an easy answer. PETA’s website also has a super easy resource for discovering if a brand is cruelty-free or not.

Shopping cruelty-free can be different for everyone. There are some companies that do not test on animals but are owned by a parent company that does. An example of this would be Urban Decay, which is owned by L’Oreal. There are some people who choose to buy from fully cruelty-free brands, and some who use their voice and money to support the cruelty-free company and not the parent company. I’m more aligned with the latter group; it’s a less-limiting way to shop, and I’m still showing the parent company which products I would rather purchase.

I have a lot of makeup products that still have plenty of use left. The money is already spent, therefore I see wasting it as worse than the purchase I made when I wasn’t shopping mindfully. However, any new cosmetics, skin care, and even cleaning supplies I buy from now on will be smarter purchases. With resources like the two I listed above, it’s incredibly easy to find products that don’t harm innocent animals.

Another way I’ve chosen to live more mindfully is changing my diet to a vegetarian one. For years I’ve watched all the documentaries on Netflix, Food Inc., Hungry for Change, Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead, and more. I’ve known how bad our food industry is and especially when it comes to meat. I’ve seen the videos of chickens being mistreated, and I know about the added hormones and preservatives. For so long I’ve turned a blind eye to not only the treatment of animals before they become my dinner, but also the way eating meat makes me feel physically.

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Don’t get me wrong, I love Chick-Fil-A, Big Macs, and bacon. Never say never, so maybe I’ll eat meat again someday, but I do know that from a health standpoint I feel much better when I don’t eat a lot of it, even when it’s something I’ve prepared at home. As of recently, every time I eat meat (especially red meat) I feel sick and sluggish. As far as my diet goes, at this time I don’t have any plans on going completely vegan. Honestly, it’s about my own comfort socially and financially. I think I would like to eventually make the transition to veganism someday, but that isn’t in my plan currently.

As a strong animal lover, I’ve always struggled with knowing where my meal came from. So far the decision has been an easy one. I still think fondly of meat-lead meals I’ve enjoyed in the past, but I don’t crave them. It makes me much happier to know I’m making a small impact on the world. Not only am I not supporting the treatment of these animals, I’m not supporting the incredible destruction of our planet by animal agriculture. 

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There are enough things I do every day that aren’t good for the environment; I drive a car, I don’t recycle (that’s not entirely my fault when my apartment complex doesn’t have recycling bins), I use aerosol hairspray, etc. Despite this,  I have switched from using pads and tampons to a reusable menstrual cup, I recycle whenever I can at work, and cutting out meat is another way of being kind to the planet.

With my new spiritual views, I no longer feel right morally harming another creature for my own gain. Having opposable thumbs doesn’t make me superior to my dog or the cows that are sent off to make steaks. As I live a more positive life, I can’t do that when I’m knowingly supporting the food products or cosmetics that are so negatively created.

Part of me wants to assure you that I won’t be the stereotypical vocal vegetarian: you know, the one all the jokes are about. The other part of me remembers that I’ve never been subtle about anything, so why should my diet be any different? I remain, as I have become, a straight-edge, democratic, hippie, vegetarian feminist.

If You Had the Chance to Change Your Fate (The Five Year Plan)


I posted this photo on my instagram with the caption explaining that I’m trying to formulate The Plan. The dreaded/welcomed Five Year Plan is one of those things people always ask about in one way or another; where do you see yourself in five years

The truth is, I don’t know. I thought by the time I was 23 I would have more things figured out and taken care of. There was a mental timeline I thought I’d be further along than I am. I never wrote down any of those things, but I want to start now. 

Sometime in the upcoming days/weeks/months I want to set up a Vision Board of sorts. On it, I want my Plan to be posted up to be a daily reminder of the goals I have set for myself. My list of priorities and inspiration need to be somewhere I can always go to when I’m discouraged or off track. 

Life is so uncertain and I know that all too well. However, there are many things I can take charge of and control. I’m using my time to decide what I want out of my life and figure out how to make those things happen within my ideal timeline. I need to be open to flexibility as fate takes me down her own path, but I’m the best guide I have for now. 

Pursuing Photography 

More than anything I am a writer (good or bad), but I wanted to share this photo. It’s a simple iPhone 6 picture taken from the backseat of a Kilimanjaro Safari’s truck with an instagram filter on it. But I love it. 

It’s pictures like this that remind me to get out with my DSLR camera and pursue photography as a hobby. I want my photos to accompany my writing, as well as stand alone. 

I may never be an artist or a musician; hell, I may never become any kind of writer or photographer. Even if nothing ever comes of these hobbies, they make me feel good. These hobbies allow me to express myself and see things differently. They help me learn and notice the finer details. 

This weekend I’m going out with my friend, Caitlin, with this in mind. We’re going out with our cameras and we’re going to capture the world around us.  I’ve been wanting to do this for so long and I can’t wait to share the photos I take. 

February Goals

I’m very happy to announce that in January I completed 8/10 of my planned goals. Not only did I successfully do the 10 I set out to, I also made great progress in creating lasting habits for my health and well-being. It isn’t important which goals I did or did not meet, what matters most is that I was able to achieve more than I thought I would for the month. 

With that being said, I decided on my February goals. I have less on my list this month, and some are the same or slightly different, while some are new. Although I’m doing a lot of focusing on the short-term goals, I haven’t forgotten about the long term; many of my goals I set intentionally to get into the habit of doing it, so I can eventually turn around and utilize them for a longterm plan. An example would be more exercise: someday I want to comfortably complete a full marathon. I can’t do that without consistent running and training (and diet!!) every day. Another would be my writing: four blog posts a month at minimum gives me the practice and experience to someday get paid for writing.  “I want to learn everything I can, and write down everything I see. Golly says if I want to be a writer, I’d better start now…”

  • Publish 4 blog posts
  • Read 4 books
  • Work out 4 days a week
  • Put (and keep) money in savings
  • Continue to clean and de-clutter
  • No soda

I feel good. These may seem like more “to-do” list items, but they mean more than that to me. These goals mean working to become a better person, both physically and mentally. I want to learn, I want to feel stable, I want to feel strong. I’m so ready to be the best I can be. This month I also want to sit down and seriously begin to plan out my long-term life goals, and I’ll be sure to write about it when I know more myself.